Friday, June 12, 2009

one step forward, two steps back

so things were going good, and i was back to the normal grind. starting to make money and the BR was finally growing once again. but (of course) i didn't listen to myself, and i played when i shouldn't have, then got cold decked twice, then tilted off 2 more BI. the two tilted BI weren't really horrible had a huge draw in one but the fact that i even saw the flop had to do with tilt, then i just played one so aggressively and was actually shocked to get called by TPTK on a very scary board, but what do you do i guess...

so now the plan is to really start to try and hyper focus again. since trying the new LAG style i've really gotten some new situations that i'm obviously not handling well...so i'm planning on cutting down to 6-8 tables and really look at all my decisions and then do a comparison of sessions and see how much time is affecting my decisions. so that's the experiment for now.

i deff need to relax and just play. i'm not desensitized to money enough. i'm looking at the $ aspect of it and that's what i'm doing wrong atm. i just need to realize things are fine right now and i just need to play and use my chips as the weapon that they are...

well have a good weekend everyone.

2 comments:

SplitSuit said...

money doesn't exist good sir. at all =)

mpjm said...

tell that to my wife and kid...lol