so i've really become sick of poker...i've played way too much this month and really am just burned out, but really i'm just sick of all the suck outs and getting frustrated, it generally doesn't bother me at all, but there has just been so many this month it's driving me crazy. i honestly don't know if i'm going to play for a long time. my plan was a week but at this point i'm going to clear my bonus tomorrow and be done for a while.
it doesn't really help that i'm playing super shitty and down for the month. so basically i would've been way better off to just play normally and clear a little of my bonus and be up on the month, but since i didn't i'm only up a little bit after rakeback and bonus for the month...what a fucking waste of time. i also think losing my other monitor really hurt me, i didn't realize how much i used that/ relied on it. so maybe that will help if i decide to get back into it, but realistically i'll have to just because i will need the money i generally make from it to help out with bills and all.
so this is my second to last day at the casino and i'm a little sad, nothing major, just going to miss all the people (not the gamblers, people i worked with...)and good times i had at that place, but i gotta grow up sometime...
hope all is well...
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