seriously. this is getting a little ridiculous. since i stared playing poker 4 years ago. every february has been a losing month. everyone! it's so old i can't even explain it.
so i just got done playing, and after today's session i can honestly say if we didn't need the $ i think i would quit poker. i'm so sick of all the frustrations and suck outs and losing. i hate losing so much it's a shock i even came to poker...and if this shit doesn't turn around i think i'm going to drive myself crazy...or have to buy a bunch of shit since i've been breaking shit lately...my phone and keyboard were victims today, and i'm sure my mouse will be next to go.
i'm sure this is just frustration talking...i can honestly say i think i'm playing well atm though. i'm sure there are some frustration spots that i've gotten myself into but it just seems like every river makes their hand. sooooooooooo pissed/frustrated right now. like i said if march isn't a decent one and if shit doesn't turn back to normal/ and if i don't start calming down, then i think i will really have to look at poker, and really what is even the point. i can just get a pt job or some shit, becuz this is ridiculous.
have a good weekend everyone.
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